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Yesterday
My life was a bird
Fly high seen so many thing
Even though not everything
I wrote things, Do and Do's
A list I usually make
Doin' after the celebrate
Today
My life is a big conspiracy
Called household…
Couldn't say everything yet
Say anything…reflection an achievement
from yesterday and the day become
Tomorrow
My life would be a hope
Good and better celebrate every year
And years become…
Happy New Year 2008

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Hate That I Love you
Featuring: Ne-Yo
http://www.mp3lyrics.org/au

[ Rihanna: ]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I cant stand you
Must everything you do
make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[ Ne-Yo: ]
You wont let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
(that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[ Rihanna: ]
But I hate...
You know exactly what to do
So that I cant stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[ Ne-Yo: ]
But I hate...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to
fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[ Rihanna: ]
And I hate how much I love
you boy (yeah...)
I cant stand how much I need
you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love
you boy (oooh whoa..)
But I just cant let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[ Ne-Yo: ]
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/au ]
You completely know the
power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[ Rihanna: ]
Said its not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I...love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[ Ne-Yo: ]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I cant stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just cant let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[ Both: ]
One of these days maybe your
magic wont affect me
And your kiss wont make me weak
But no one in this world knows
me the way you know me
So you'll probably always
have a spell on me...

[ Ne-Yo: ]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[ Rihanna: ]
That's how much I love you (That's how
much I need you)
That's how much I need you (oooh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
That's how much I need you

[ Rihanna: ]
And I hate that I love you soooo
And I hate how much I love you boy
I cant stand how much I
need ya (cant stand how
much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just cant let you go
(but I just cant let you
go no..)
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so.. soo.....

Baby Love
Nicole Scherzinger
Featuring: Will.I.Am

I remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,
And I'm on it

And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, your smile
We so in love
(love)
La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la love
Yeah we so in love, love
I want you to know
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that
I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazy
It's crazy, oh baby

And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in love

La la la la
Yeah
We so in love
La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la love
Yeah it's all I'm thinking of
Love, love
I want you to know

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/a6 ]
You're my every, everything that
I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that
I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that
I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything

(Yeah)
Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo

[ Will.I.Am ]
You're my always and forever
You're my sunshine
On my mind, constant
Think about you all the time
You're my everything

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo

[ Will.I.Am ]
You my new school (love)
You my old school (love)
And it's so true
You're the one I'm thinking of

You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, everything that
I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up Oh boy (oh boy)
(You make the sun come up on a cloudy day
You're my number one,
you're my special thing)
You're my every, every, every, everything

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo
You're my everything
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love

Big Girls Don't cry
Fergie

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight
Back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, serenity

[ CHORUS ]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a
Child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till
I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a
Happy ending, do they
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

[ CHORUS ]
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/ae ]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a
Child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate
In the school yard
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and
Share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, serenity

[ CHORUS ]
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a
Child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

La Da Da Da Da

December 22, 2007

Tanggal 17 Desember 2007 kemaren akhirnya gw sidang skripsi Cuy...!!! Gila, 1 tahun gw nulis skripsi akhirnya moment yg gw tunggu2 kejadian juga. Yeah...selesainya seh udah dari awal Agustus lalu, cumannya gw anggurin gara2 kang Annas ti Sindo udah gak sabar mo ngawinin gw. Tapi seneng banget gw lewatin juga moment menyebalkan itu. Untungnya gw disidang nggak lama, cuma setengah jam yg isi acaranya presentasi 10 menit, ceramah dari ketua sidang beberapa menit dan sesi tanya-jawab. That's it! revisi gw juga gak banyak, cuma 5 lembar, itupun cuma dari satu dosen penguji (Ms. Elve) karena penguji satunya (Mr. Frans) sama sekali gak nyorat-nyoret skripsi gw. Hasil nilai belum diketahui karena nunggu pembimbing gw pulang Haji. Rasanya bebas banget, another pikulan di pundak gw berkurang satu yg kira2 beratnya beberapa ton. Hhhh....

December 2, 2007

See my picture on this side my happy day on October 26, 2007. waktu itu moment nya gak terlalu melankolis kyk pernikahan2 org pada umumnya. Tangis2an Cuma ada sebentar, paling 1 menitan. Sisanya ketawa bahagia. Waktu itu A melafalkan ijab Qabul dengan lancarnya, kyk jalan tol… lancar abis. Gw bahkan sempet ketawa saking lucunya, klo gak inget hari itu pernikahan gw, mungkin gw udah ketawa lepas. Dia tegang banget, konsentrasi penuh, gw bahkan bisa denger detak jantungnya. Dalam hati gw bwrsyukur, “untung bukan pihak cewe’ yg ngucapin Ijab-Qabul”. Ha…ha...ha… klo harus gw yang ngucapin, ribuan cewe’ muslim mungkin bakal mikir lebih banyak wat nikah. Thanks to Rasulullah tercinta atas Sunnahnya. Gw gak mikirin apa2. banyak temen gw yg bilang pernikahan gw kyk main-mainan, hari ini terjadi, besoknya status gw masih single lantaran gw yang kalem abis. Gak grogi, nervous, dan lainnya. Seringnya setiap gw ketemu mereka pertanyaan mereka Cuma satu: “emang loe udah siap Piet?”.
Yeah… jawabannya Cuma satu, MENIKAH ADALAH PILIHAN bukan masalah siap dan gak siap. Karena gw yakin sama A, dia bakal jadi Imam gw yang baik.
Keyakinan gw itu sebenarnya belakangan ini rada gw pertanyakan. Masalahnya bayangan tentang happy newlyweds yg sering gw khayalkan gak semuanya nyata. Shalat jama’ah kita bisa di hitung. A terlalu sering ninggalin shalat. Shalatnya bolong2. Dulu dia gak begitu, gw sampe sering nangis diam2 dikamar. Kita selalu dilimpahkan Rizki, Cuma karena gak banyak bersyukkur lewat jalan yg sudah ditentukan, materi itu sering hilang tak berbekas.
Rasanya aneh, gw yg selalu ngingetin dia utk selalu shalat, harusnya dia yg ngajakin gw selaku istrinya utk ngajakin shalat berjamaah. Gw tahu dia sibuk banget, gw juga mungkin gak bisa meluangkan waktu 5 menit utk menunaikan kewajiban gw, tapi gak setiap hari seperti itu.
Kadang gw berasa gak ngenal dia, dia yg skrg gampang marah, banyak nuntut, suka ngomel ttg hal sepele, susah diajak bicara. Rasanya dia sadar semua hal itu, buntutnya dia kelewat diam. Sama gw dia banyak diam, tapi sama org lain dia banyak omong.
Meskipun begitu gw tetap dan akan selalu Do’ain suami gw tercinta untuk bisa jadi lebih baik dan jadi Imam yg gw harapkan. Amien Yaa Rabbal Aalamieen…

December 2, 2007

Hari ini gw berhasil masak tanpa ke-asinan. Sayur sop gw uenak, tempe mendoan pas, tumis kankung ciamik, sambel nampol abis… hari ini gw masak lagi setelah 1 minggu libur gara2 sakit perut. Disini gw rada lonely krn gak punya temen, biasanya gw ke kampus tiap hari, ketemu anak2, nge- gossip, makan2, jalan2, de-el-el. Tapi disini gw dirumah terus. Lucky A dapet istri kyk gw yg betah dirumah seharian asal dikasih TV gw bisa anteng teng teng….
Seringnya laki gw ngajak gw liputan. Mungkin dia gak tega ninggalin gw dirumah sendirian terlalu lama soalnya biasanya dia balik sore banget bahkan kadang kelewat Isya belom jg pulang. Gak semua liputan gw suka, well… gw dah terbiasa juga sih jadi wasn’t a big deal 4 me anyway, dari mulai rapat sidang pleno DPRD yg boring abis ampe yg huru-hara kyk konser penyanyi kondang macam Ungu or dll. Yah… gitu deh….
Sometimes A suka nyebelin k-lo dah cape, marah2 mlulu tanpa sadar. Bikin gw gak betah di Subang.
Klo malem nonton TV ampe jam 12.00. gw ke-ikutan dia, alhasil bangunnya kesiangan terus. Gw sih kadang2 tahu jam, cumannya emang dasar kebo biasa bangun jam 09.00 tetep aja lewat. Masa istri bangunnya bareng sama suami?. Udah gitu laki gw baru melek, eh langsung nanya-in kopi atawa susu. Pernah gw bikinin susu pake air panas kemarin sore, eh malah gak di minum, gak panas katanya. Ya iyalah, mintanya buru2 kyk diwarung kopi yg selalu sedia air panas. Emang sih gw selaku istri juga harus selalu siap sedia. Syukurnya sih A gak pernah marah2 soal gw yg gak being a good wife gitu. Dia mah kalem aja… mo cepet atawa lama asal dikerjain.
Gw sering banget kecape-an belakangan ini. Cepet ngantuk. Abis makan langsung ngantuk, mo sedikit kek mo banyak kek, ngantuk tak tertahankan. Kita sering banget beli makan di luar, selesai liputan biasanya pas jam makan siang, jadi abis makan siang trus langsung nulis berita. Laki gw nulis, gw yg molor gak tau tempat. Bis itu pinggang gw serasa mo patah. Jangankan tidur di bangku yg keras bak di kayu tanpa alas, nonton TV yg dikasur aja gw suka gak bisa bangun. I don’t know…. Mungkin gw beranjak tua di usia 24 ini….
Klo gw udah masak, gw gak nyuci baju ato ngepel ato bahkan nyetrika baju. Gw terlalu lelah bwat ngelakuin semuanya. Kasian laki gw…gak keurus dengan baik sama istri amatiran macam gw…. I hope someday I’ll be able to do it all. Gw jadi bingung sama nyokap gw, koq dia bisa yah ngurus semuanya? dalam setengah hari pula!.